when he said he wishes he took Mass Communications than Nursing, because it is an EASY program.

My hot blood rushed in to my veins to my head and tried to hold my hand with umbrella close to me. How dare he say Mass Comm is an easy one? HE DOESN'T KNOW ANYTHING AND SHOULD SHUT THE HELL OUT. He should say that he's an ASSHOLE that's why he can't ( Read more... )

so much so, that whenever i see myself missing him, all i can do is to feel seriously helpless.

and i cry.

i'll be hiatus for a while. i just really can't post right now. i mean, the usual wee ones. im so busy. plus, the feeling of becoming a failure hinders me from talking about something beautiful about life.

i miss everyone. i miss the love.

what a wonderful feeling to feel that you have the capacity to love. without any conditions, especially without anyone knowing about it.

the truth that you are the only one who knew that you might be in love makes the feeling more indescribably intense.

it just so happened that i am not afraid to give it a shot. then, while i am at this, let me be on my limits, until i give up and tell myself "i told you so ( Read more... )

have you ever felt the feeling of after buying a pen, you think twice on what word, or the first word that you will write? (hoping that somehow, you would make sense in the future ( Read more... )

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while i am gone, i am absorbing the fact that i was stupid. now that i am back, everything should be okay. have you ever felt that in the turning point of your life, you know you could have done better? i hate the feeling that i am pushing that to myself, when i knew i did gave my best shot. i hate realizing that the best was not the best after all ( Read more... )

okay, i wished for a suspension, but not on the moment when i already got there! damn. i should have talked to my partner a little bit longer ( Read more... )

of course i don't understand, but i love jpop. especially the OSTs of my favorite jdoramas and animes. maybe because it has a magic that nobody else's have. that eventhough it sounds alien, but it find its way to your heart, and can make you cry, or feel good. my mp4 is filled with those songs, and it makes me feel good than those pop songs we have ( Read more... )