i dont even remember the last time I wrote in here but it is telling me it has been like 10 weeks and that is a looong time. all i know is that i need to vent and vent bad. i dont know what is happening with mine and larry's relationship anymore. he is just constantly drinking and taking pills and wont stop. he spins out of control and broke aubrey ( Read more... )

well, it is almost over. My vacation that I planned to be fun pretty much turned into me missing my boyfriend like crazy and realizing that things are good. I am sitting here at the computer at my mom's house waiting for her to get back so I can leave to my friends house and being completely miserable. I dont know what is going on and why he isnt ( Read more... )

Well, I think I have hit rock bottom. I am away from the love of my life, just realized that I spend 130$ that I really dont have until larry puts some money into my account for me since we couldnt do it monday because of labor day, and now that I realize it is only three more days for me to go back to Florida, it doesnt seem so bad but with only 9 ( Read more... )

So, I have finally met my match and I am soo happy. His name is Larry and he completes me so perfectly. We like the things and we just fit so well together. Life is WONDERFUL! I have been feeling incomplete lately because of how my last relationship ended and everything but I finally feel whole. I mean, things are THAT great. If he asked me to ( Read more... )

Ok, so I know that I didnt get to finish my last entry because I had to go to lakeland to talk to Lerry. Everything is all better (hopefully) and things should be ok now. I mean, it was so "f"ed up because you dont tell your friends who they can "see" or whatever. I donno... it just sucked for like a few hours and now it is better. I can hold Lerry ( Read more... )

AUGH! Why is it that when I like someone, someone else has to be the reason that it doesnt happen? Ok, here it is ( Read more... )

yeah so it has been a loooong time since I updated this thing. it is telling me about 16 weeks. Well, a lot has happened in 16 weeks. I have been trying to look for a new place to live so I can be out on my own, which means that aubrey is going to be living with her daddy so they can spend time together, I went on a date which I thought went REALLY ( Read more... )

Well, I officially have the worst life ever! For the past two years I have had "the life". I had a great job, a great place to live and the BEST fiancee EVER! We had a baby girl last june and everything seemed to be coming together just perfectly. Then when we moved to back to Florida, things changed. It started to seem like my perfect little life ( Read more... )

well, I have decided that I absolutely hate my life. I have a shitty job and a shitty boyfriend that cant make up his mind one way or another as to if he wants to be with me. Thats great huh? I let him do whatever he wants and all I ask is him to call me if his plans change. Thats not to hard to do. Like last night, they have been doing these ( Read more... )

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