drugs and drama

Jan 22, 2004 22:06

today i went to flagstaff with some friends. our whole day was screwed up and nothing went right. it was supposed to be just my friend tasha and i while her boyfriend and his friend went snowboarding, but the lift was down...too windy. then i find out that chris is supposed to be meeting up with them shortly and spending the day there. but ( Read more... )

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Hang in there anonymous January 23 2004, 09:51:03 UTC
Dear Jess I know who you are and you know who I am but I choose to remain annonymous in this post because I feel that my points will come across better if you dont realize who I am. I have felt your pain when it comes to relationships. It is so hard to want a "normal" relationship like so many of those in this world and then get shut down everytime you try. Believe me, all hope is not lost. Those who you think will not make the perfect boyfriend/girlfriend somehow become that perfect person that will love you greater than anyone else. And when it comes to that boyfriend that lies to you and makes you feel shittier more than happy the majority of the time its so so so hard to let go completely. You may think it's you or your bad luck, but believe me it's all them. It is very rare to be able to change the bad habits of your significant other. I have tried and failed miserably and spent a good half a year completely depressed and hostile because of it. You dont deserve that. And while yes kyle is a very sweet and wonderful guy I think ( ... )

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Re: Hang in there sweetpea86301 January 23 2004, 14:36:03 UTC
Jessica Sweetie just like the anonymous poster said hang in there!!! She is right in everything that she said, "Those who you think will not make the perfect boyfriend/girlfriend somehow become that perfect person that will love you greater than anyone else. And when it comes to that boyfriend that lies to you and makes you feel shittier more than happy the majority of the time its so so so hard to let go completely." Hang in there I promise you will feel better! I am moving back to prescott Valentines Weekend so we will hang out -k-?

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Re: Hang in there supermankbk January 23 2004, 14:56:38 UTC
ya you know first hand what that is like and you still havn't realized it cause you still go back to nick when you want something.

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Re: Hang in there anonymous January 23 2004, 15:32:22 UTC
Kyle that was so harsh. I cant believe you would say something like that. It's so hard to break something away when you think that you love someone because there is always this hope that that person will love you back and you are just blind to the fact that they wont ever change for you no matter how much they say that they love you. Caitlin just dont listen to him, he doesnt understand whats going on in your life as few do. You dont deserve to be talked to that way.

*annonymous girl*

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princessjes January 24 2004, 09:13:13 UTC
thanks to whoever that was anonymously. what you said really helped, your right. to kyle, your a jerk...i dont know why you say things like that, its totally unnecisary. caitlyn dont listen to that shit. its fucked up and hes just jealous cuz nobody will come runnig back to him over and over cuz he pushes people so far outta his life as soon as they get close. he wouldnt even know what it felt like. but anyways...not to be mean but that really was fucked kyle. yeah caitlyn when you get here, we'll go hang out. you can be my valentine! well if were both still single. anyways give me a call when your here. you have my digits.

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supermankbk January 26 2004, 12:57:07 UTC
wow bitter x girlfriend chat room!!!! danm i didn't mean to hurt any feelings. Im sorry for what i said to caitlyn and i mean it. But like i said she needs to learn how to realize when to stop!!!! and jes your not running back to me, and your right i did push you away so there is no reason to run back to me, but caitlyn did run back to nick many many many many times about 11 times, just trying to bring a point across to her. Well anyways im just going to stay out of your posts and let all of you guys vent so peace out and i guess i'll see you some time later in life.

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princessjes January 26 2004, 16:50:45 UTC
is a journal not meant to vent ( ... )

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Sheiza... foxymulder3321 January 26 2004, 19:38:48 UTC
Kyle is right about Caitlyn, though. I mean it was just about 13 times. I can understand a booty call that many times, but making the EXACT SAME mistake is just... well, ignorant. (You're on the right track now, though, Caitlyn although you scared me for a second the other day). Jessica, I think it sounds like you need to learn how to stand on your own two feet again. Of course it's gonna be hard, but hey, life sucks; get a fuckin' helmet. Kyle's just doin' what he's gotta do. That's the way it goes sometimes.

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Re: Sheiza... princessjes January 27 2004, 18:45:19 UTC
thanks for your very inspiring words richard.

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thanks homie supermankbk January 27 2004, 11:53:53 UTC
thanks for haveing my back on this one bro. I just wanted to point out to jessica and denitra that caitlyn and i are on a different level of understanding then i am with you guys. What i said didn't offend her and she understood what i meant by the post. We also talked about it so everything is all gravy. Pluss i think you should learn to let other people fight there own battles instead of taking it upon yourselves when it has nothing to do with you.

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Re: thanks homie princessjes January 27 2004, 18:42:33 UTC
when you post something on my journal it kinda becomes my business, and besides im sticking up for caitlyn. if it didnt offend her then fine. im sorry. but i font want you to be mean somewhere where i read. i guess im just not used to you acting this way. im still used to the old kyle(whoever that is), i cant explain it but your alot different now. im getting used to it. okay so im sorry for everything. not just this whole caitlyn thing. everything. im so sick of having drama with you. im done. i almost never have drama in my life and ive had enough the last month to last the rest of the year. so im sorry, and when you finally get off grounding let me know cuz i still owe you a movie for your birthday. k

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