I am so damn depressed it's ridiculous. I can not believe that she has cancer and that she isn't gonna make it. Aunt Carolyn said she has less then a year and Wanda said if she can't/won't do chemo that it'll be 3-6 months. I can't stop crying or thinking about it. I know there isn't anything I can do so I plan on taking Jessica to see her and just ( Read more... )

I am soooooooooo friggen tired of being used. I'm tired of being treated like shit. I'm really fucking tired of all this happening from people that are supposed to be my friends. I go out of my way to do whatever my friends need or want but when I need some or want something as simple as to hang out with one of my "best friends" before I go outta ( Read more... )

I'm physically sick plus I'm sick of being lonely ( Read more... )

Do I portray myself as a skanky hoe?? I mean good lord. It seems like all of a sudden boys want to talk to me but all any of them want is for me to do "stuff" with them. They dont wanna date me or at least if they do they want to get some. Am I doing something that is leading them to believe that I am into giving them head and or sleeping with them ( Read more... )

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I finally got my letter from the Northwest Florida Blood Center. I've been waitin to find out what blood type I have. I have O-. I can give blood to anyone!!! Yay cause now I can help lots of people. I am gonna make it a habit to donate blood I really enjoy helping people. Ight well that was the only thing I really had to say so yeah I am gonna go.

TODAY HAS BEEN SUPER AWESOME I LOVE MY FRIENDS. THIS HAS BEEN ONE OF THE BEST BIRTHDAYS EVER. THANK YOU GUYS SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!

So after all the countdowns you had to endure it is finally here ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Happy 17th Birthday to ME!!!

1 more day till my B'day.

I cant wait till tomorrow. If you love me tell me happy birthday :)

Stewart makes me feel so Beautiful. I love how I feel when I talk to him or see him or even just think about him. I haven't been this happy in a while. WOW