just wanted to say MERRY CHRISTMAS!! i have not used this in liek FOREVER but i got rid of myspace, it was pissing me off and taking over my life lol so i guess it was time to get rid of it. well i love you all hehe!

i dont know why i have this ... no1 even comments... i have like 20 posts and 4 comments lol

my birthday was fun... i got a star from nick ( Read more... )

Looking back, only brings tears.Back in those days,when i was only little Everything was so right, my parents didn't fight Or it seems as though i didn't understand I didnt no what was going on, i had no clue Maybe though, it was better that way I didnt have to hear the yelling, feel the pain. Being a little girl... Clothes didnt matter, there was ( Read more... )

my birthday is on thursday!!! YAYYY!!!! so excited lol!

... loven life ....

...sick so that sux....

... but still happy so doesnt matter ...

so again i feel not right ... do u ever feel just lost .... like i dont know how to explain it but confused about so many things ... like you ask urself a million questions and dont know the answers ... maybe im just babbling a bunch of stuff you dont understand ... but in a nut shell ... who am i ... what am i ... who are you to me ... i duno n.m ( Read more... )

spent the night at nicks last night .... i love him so much ... i dont know how to explain it ... for once in my life ... i have found a guy that can respect me and my body ... aka KEEP his hands off!!! lol .... ot many guys are starting to think they can do what the want ... and when they find out the cant there in for a world of hurt. I LOVE NICK ( Read more... )

So I read one of Jessie’s blog (if you don’t know her well you should) lol but any how... she talked about self image at one point and it really made me think. Am I really the person I come off to be? Am I really happy with what I wear ... or how I talk ... or how I present myself ( Read more... )

had a great few days hung out with nick Saw The 40-Year-Old Virgin haha SO funny you have to see it! went to down town disney had a GREAT time! he makes me more and more happy every day!! :-) ever hada guy that all he has to do is look at you and you smile ... i LOVE IT! so i go tword that my rents ant to go to this river thing for a weekend and ( Read more... )

so today was GREAT! 2 subs so just chilled! had to go to the doctor that kinda sucked lol but then my baby came over and i made him see west side story!! hehe next time its Phantom then into the woods lol. im actualy surprised he gets really into them so that makes me really happy! :-) iv never really had a guy that is into musicals so YAY! wow he ( Read more... )