i feel like the world is a spinning, blurry ring around me that i have to force my way into to be a part of it.  like going to dance class or tutoring or going somewhere.  otherwise, im left behind to be bored out of my mind and sit apart while everything else keeps going.

i feel like my bones are going to jump out of my skin.  i need something to ( Read more... )

my life since school ended has consisted of ( Read more... )

why does every little thing get to me. im sick of it and im sick of every little thing. something needs to change.

why can't everything just be perfect for once?

do you think that there are people, anywhere in the world, who have made the exact same cd mixes as us?

that is possibly the most random thought i have ever had. but i wonder..

1-Put your music player on shuffle ( Read more... )

I can't tell how much I really care ( Read more... )

last night I decided.

MCGILL CLASS OF 2010!!!!!!!!!

my mom's biggest fear right now is that i will fall in love with and marry a canadian boy ( Read more... )

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I want something good to happen to me. to feel lucky. to stop being sick. to get drunk. to stay with alex forever. to be able to go to college close to him. to have people I can talk to about anything. to finally get my fairytale ending. to not have to deal with the bullshit. to not have to deal with all the idiots in the world. to feel ( Read more... )