back to my old ways. and only tori understands this or how insane my life can be, because she's been there since before you, i think we're gunna need name tags. muhahaha.

first of all i just would like to document that i've got mad skillz. besides that ( Read more... )

music really has a huge impact on me. i relive memories through songs. certain songs bring about something in me that reminds me exactly how i felt at that moment, where i was what it smelt like EVERYTHING. i sit down to do my homework and i want to listen to some music because i'm all alone in my apartment and feeling like i want to dissapear but ( Read more... )

i just broke up with my boyfriend. i feel like shit. i just want to go see my mom.

i'm from a small town. i've hated it for as long as i can remember. i wanted nothing more than to get out of this place and move on to bigger and better things. in some ways i have. but i'm here right now and i'm happy. i don't want to leave. i love my mom so much and i just want to hang out with her. needless to say i miss tori. last year i never ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel so alone in the world and i hate that. i dont feel close to tori anymore. i miss her and seeing her everyday and i want her to go to school down here so we can be awesome like old times but i know thats selfish and i need to let it go. i really need to make some friends this year. new new found glory is amazing and i love them for ( Read more... )

he is seriously amazing. i cherish every second we are together, even if he is being incredibly stubborn about what sheets we get for the apartment. its my last 4 days of work then i move in for good on friday. i am beyond excited, i love school, i love my man, and i love my apartment. i'm so ready to be back in orange county and away from all the ( Read more... )

so excited for the next two months:] i met my roommate and she seems pretty rad. i cant wait for anthony to be out of jail. its the little things that you miss the most,i just want to hear his voice again and wake up with his arms wrapped around me. i'm so excited to move into my apartment, ive gotten mostly all the stuff i need and im just so ( Read more... )

happy 19th birthday to me!!

its been a good day so far, dank 500$ dinner coming up and sankes on a plane!!! and i even got to talk to my little jailbird boyfriend :D

i want my life back