well i think i finally figured out that no matter what i do i seem to make things worse, even when i try so hard to make things perfect.. i feel like i ruined the night for jessica because i didnt want to go to cassins even though i had my reasons for not wanting to go. but i still had fun with her throughout the hole night even the part when i got ( Read more... )

today was very busy i had to go to the doctors, then to get a haircut, then to pick up my tux, then to pick up the crosage for jessica and then i came home and got a shower and went in to school for lunch. yeah i cant wait prom is going to be awsome i know but i just dont know what to expect so its kindof exciting. I just hope and pray i dont step ( Read more... )

this weekend has been good. i dont know why but i dont feel like im worrying about every little thing anymore and i feel alot better... but yeah i got my tux and im almost ready for prom... its going to be awsome cuz im going with the coolest bestfriend anyone could ever have so i figure im pretty lucky... o and i forgot shes pretty too!!!lol. but ( Read more... )

hi everyone im really bored and today was awfull. first of all i didnt have anyone to talk to on the way to school so that was boring lol... I MISS JESSICA already!!!! yeah and then i slept in like every class so that was cool i guess. yeah and football that wasnt that bad i like the coach. yeah and the ride home was also very boring and it was ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA ( Read more... )

well spring break has been ok so far, sometimes better than others, cuz it sux just sitting at home being so sore... but i went to the park on monday and we just ran around and had fun...then we went back to mallory and went to pizza hut....yeah and then i had to wake up really early after i got home so late. but o well and then i hung out with ( Read more... )

well guys another boring day. i havnt talked to jessica in like two days but i think she went to bush gardens w/ trish and mallory or something so i dont want to bother her by calling all the time. but it does suck cuz now i got to find something to do and theres not much that is fun cuz no one else will do anything crazy and spontanious... but o ( Read more... )

alright last night was awsome even though i was so tired.. Jessica, the ride to trish's yeah that was awsome and im glad u finally were telling me the truth lol.. and no one sings like u... it was fun at mallorys even though my lips were numb the whole night. i got to work today but im going to try to get off early cuz my parents left for orlando ( Read more... )

well today was long and tiring.. but i got off of work early so im here righting in this... im in a good mood and i think that i finally figured out some things that i am dealing with and im just trying to stay happy about things cuz no matter what i have SUPER WOMAN as my best friend biatches lol.... and if thats how things work best then thats ok ( Read more... )

yeah today was just another day at school and another day gone by.. i went and worked out with zach and aaron tonight and then i came home and got on the computer.. now im so confused and kinda feeling like nothing else really matters right now. i would like to actually know what i need to know for once so i know if i should keep waiting or if i ( Read more... )