i don't know what i want to say here. there's not much to say. i wish i could figure out what to do with him, like in our relationship...if we even have one...which i dont think we do...which makes me really sad and upset. and then there's this whole family thing (like the other family-the kids family) that just kinda blew up in my face...cuz ( Read more... )

A - age : 17
B - band listening to right now : barenaked ladies
C - crush : ***** you know who it is...
D - dad's name : stephen
E - easiest person to talk to : nicole
F - favorite bands at the moment : a bunch
G - gummy bears or gummy worms : worms...they're more fun
H - hometown : h-town...yay
I - instruments: flute, piccolo, some piano, some sax
K - kids ( Read more... )

prom was freaking amazing!!!!! i dont even know how to describe it. but it was absolutely awesome. the limo bus thing was insane, the food was pretty good, the dancing was incredible, my date was fucking amazing!!!!, the location was pretty, and i had the best time ever. the blast was really fun too...i cant even begin to describe how much fun i ( Read more... )

so i just spent a good half an hour crying on my back porch. it was great fun. why does life suck so much the last month of school? well...it doesn't suck, but why is it so damn...grrrr. my parents are just obnoxious, i have no idea what he and i are/am/is (fuck grammatical correctness), and i really dont know whats wrong with me. like, i just dont ( Read more... )

i slip another smile in your pocket
my heart is racing to you like a rocket
the two of us we dream as one
our energy could light the sun
the two of us we breathe as one
the two of us...the two of us

ok, so there's this guy i really like, and he likes me too, i think.  but the issue is that i don't know what we are...isn't that the problem all the time?  but anyway, so one day, when we were hanging out (read 'hooking up'), we had the following conversation:

me: what are you thinking about?
him: you
me: how so?
him: how much i love you right now

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so i have some problems.

1.  i put my step sister in the hospital by crashing my car into a wall while attempting to park my car at school at 7.03 on thursday morning. but she should be okay. she has to wear a neck brace for a couple weeks, but that should be it. (at first they were saying that if she moved, she would paralyze her arms...so ( Read more... )

(x) been drunk ( Read more... )

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i wanna see him damnit. i wanna ask him out...but i'm scared. grr... i dont know if im "his type" or girl...then again i dont know if he has a type of girl...cuz i dont know if he's ever had a girl...and i dont know if he'd want me to be his first...(girlfriend...not anything with a sexual connotation). but i want to go out with him...i really like ( Read more... )