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[prettythighs]

i don’t think I would ever blow my head off. I’m way too fucking stubborn or proud. i forget which one. one thing I am not is weak. someone told me once, a chatty friend of mine, that the ultimate form of courage is suicide. to take that last step over the edge of the tenth floor window or stay in your car long enough to let the fumes take effect

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[theradiostatic]

That's true, though.

[jealousbones]

it does seem brave. i know i couldn't do it for whatever reason.

p.s. keep it up :)

[refillwithlove]

i wouldnt call it courage
its more cowardess
scared of the "problems" in the world
and then saying fuck it and turning your back on yourself and everyone else and doing one easy, fluid motion: a click, a slip of a razor, a jump
id say thats a hell of a lot easier than having the courage to wake up every morning and look life right in the eye and say TRY ME

[prettythighs]

what?! no way, waking up everyday to see what new amazing things are going to happen to you is much easier than grabbing a razor to your wrist or putting a gun to your head.

[refillwithlove]

sorry, i dont agree at all

[convoitez]

agreed.

[___mother]

i am proud of you, it's tough but it's worth it.

[prettythighs]

it wasnt tough for me at all.
since ive made new friends that dont do it and stuff.

[aka_april]

the agrument od suicide could really go either way. first off, it truely depends on the situation one is in that drives them to suicide. also there's the factor of: how the suicide is commited. since there are basically two types - means by which death is 100% self-inflicted [i.e. a shot in the head, drowning one's self, etc.], and where there is a second party involved [i.e. jumping in front of a train].

actually, just had a class discussion on this.

& congratulations on staying clean