I've given up!

I really need someone to talk to. God , I need somebody! Anybody!
I lost my everything tonight because I'm too attached, etc.
I gave in.

I told him time apart was best and wept like a baby.
I'm so fucking sorry.

I hate this world so fucking much, sometimes.
I really wish I had a blade.

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I counted..

He said I love you four times tonight.
Once when we were leaving Taco Bell and were at the light to hit south fla.
And three times in my car in front of Zach's house.

I said I love you to him twice, I think.
It feels so strange saying 'i love you', but so right.

He makes me so nervous.
He said it to me, but I couldn't say it back.
I just couldn't stop smiling and I felt really full.

uhhhhhhhhhhhhh///
I don't even know.
Blachalksdjsad

I do love him, though.
I just don't know how ot say it.

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DON'T
BOTHER