Tell me, that my life will get better ( Read more... )

Beptobismal, tylenal, tum's..
Maybe i should just get detoxed?.. again.
Feeling like shit.
for the past 3 day's.
sober for almost a week.
beside's drinking and gaining a beer belly.
sick of shit.
school, is okay.
passing at least.
want to go shopping, maybe that will make me feel better.
I'm fucked.
Rehab, again.. Maybe?

damnit.

BDAY IS IN 6 DAY'SSS!!!
RED LOBSTER WITH MY BABY & FAMILY.
THEN SHOPPING WITH MY MOM.
:] 19 BITCHHHESS.

A NEW B/F ( Read more... )

I'M A TOTAL FUCK UP!!!!!

SO IT COME'S TO THIS.
MY B/F OR MY EX, I SOULD SAY ( Read more... )

well, im back with my old ex.
My other ex keeps calling me, and saying thing's like he loves me and misses me.
and calling me baby?
wtf.

um, matt is getting out, on jan 5th!
I cant wait.
we're so going to red lobster's cuz he's loosing too much weight!

<3 ( Read more... )

halloween was shitty.
got drunk alone, as my b/f got drunk with his friends.
i told him he could of came over..
but no, he was too sick he said, and couldnt hangout.
but then when i told him, he made an exuse, how i was "grounded"

man.
then i ask him a question today, on myspace...
no reply.

k 5 more days.
blew it today also.

I'm giving my b/f a week to shape up...
Told him whats bothering me, he says he'll try...
and still hasnt proved shit.

7 chances.

Today he blew it so far.
6 more chances.

Im going to have a LONG talk with my b/f...