So, I'm gonna try this again!! I'm so bad with updating my LJ. It was almost a year ago that I said "I'm Back!" and well..that didn't go so well! So I'm gonna give it another shot ( Read more... )

OMG! i'm back kids!! well for now anyway, its been forever since i've posted anything here. i'll be sure to post an actual update soon when i figure out whats going on in my life!

so its mothers day. isnt this supposed to be a happy day where you remember how wonderful your mom is? all of the good times you had growing up. how she would take care of you & make sure you were safe & told you everything would be okay ( Read more... )

soooo...i cried when i said goodbye to everyone ( Read more... )

so i've been seeing LJ icons of that Daniel (i think thats his name anyway) guy from Project Runway alllll over...so i watch the show, cause he's pretty hot yaknow? and he's gay! i was like "AHHHHHHH....oh my god...kill me nooooow" why are all of the hot guys gay? if anyone has the answer to that, let me know ( Read more... )

i think i'm getting sick.
only 2 days left working at the restaurant.
then i'm off for a week & moving back to Federal Way!!
eek! im scared & excited all at once.

ps. buy the new Matchbook Romance cd its radtastic

so im reading "The Heart is Deceitful Above All Things" and its this crazy ass book...but its really good ( Read more... )

what the fuck is up with people bailing on me??
im freaking out...what else is going to happen?
im already scared as fuck to move away.

Every now and then I get a little easy
I let a lot of people depend on me
I never thought they would ever deceive me
Don't you know when times got rough I was standing on my own
I'll never let another get that close to me
You see I've grown a lot smarter now
Sometimes you have to choose and then you'll see
If your friend is true they'll be there with you
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more lies...just what i needed ( Read more... )