I never felt the tearing. I remember intense pressure and some pain but with the contractions and everything going on - I didn't even worry about tearing. It was a fear of mine before birth as well. I felt the shots they gave to numb and once they had to give me a couple of more shots. And honestly, giving birth naturally is such an empowering experience and one that puts pain in perspective - so it didn't bother me all things considered. I also had my daughter on my chest the entire time so that was nice. It took them about 30 minutes to repair the tear but I've been healing up every well thanks to an herbal tea that I store in the fridge and use to rinse the area.
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your story awoke my birth memories (including the 'ring of fire') :)
I look forward to doing this again.
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