Damnit! I deserve better than that. Why am I sitting here loosing my breath missing you? And why do you move on and go on like everything is fine? Wasn't anything we had worth anything? Did you not see how much I loved you? How much I offered to you ( Read more... )

I had a nightmare early this morning. It was a good suspensful one though, I am dissapointed I woke up before it ended. It was nothing gorey, just spooky and thrilling. To calm myself, I woke up to a glass of milk, cup cake and reese cup.

I am such a pig : P

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These cigarettes are exremely light, but will kill you just the same. But I am happy I have some harmful substance to kill the lungs. I am sitting here anxious and what is there to talk about? I will say Taxi Cabs. They are extremely annoying and cause alot of problems when you are trying to get to your destination ( Read more... )

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I feel bitter at the moment. I don't know if there really is a happy bone in my body. In other news, there is nothing. The end. However, I run out of topics to discuss, as nothing substatial really happens lately and there really is not much excitement to woot about. Though, I will say, the thought of Southern Comfort brings rays of sunshine into ( Read more... )

My mother, fucking rocks, if anyone can get a conversation pumping, it would be her. She is also so wise, so rock on moms, well the cool ones. I am smoking one of her cigarettes and I may as well be smoking air :p So back to work on Sunday, that will bring good times, yes it can be fun.

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I am on hunger strike. 34 waist is getting tight! This is not a good thing at all, it is actually depressing. Cigarettes and water and maybe some protien. This of course, is protien I can buy in the grocery store :p Other protien has too much sodium.

You just loose either way!

A valid question has arose, what exactly is a Holler Back Girl and how do bananas fit into that? Music today is becoming very interesting.

I really need to get back on to prozac. My obsessive compulsive Disorder is beginnig to kick my ass. I cannot stand the site of filth anymore. Corners and crevises are attracting me, dinge on the walls and odor in the air. It is getting out of control. What the fuck does it matter anyway?

I need to focus this energy elsewhere or I will go insane.