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I'm an asshole, ryan.
www.ryanrocks.com check out the videos. I'm amazing. -
I've figured out a way to delete the past....
I've been on the prowl lately. Apartment to apartment that is. Hopefully I'll find steady ground in the next couple of weeks. It's hard to not let the past creep up behind you. I wish more than ever that I could forget faces, erase names. Just live for me. Someday I'm sure, it will cave in and we'll both be eating gold through our ears. I miss ( Read more... ) -
I worry for the half retarded....never the full on.
I'm to find a place to live this week. I'm ready to leave colorado. -
To the one who carry's my heart in a basket.
1. Something random, ummmm.....yeah you have little shy toes. In FACT all Schaefer girls have little shy toes, there I said it. Hungry Hungry Hippos ( Read more... ) -
When cowboys call the shots...
we are all going to die. -
When it starts, I'll tell you more...
It's been a while since I've posted in this thing. That's how all my posts start. I'm working a lot. I have four web jobs I'm developing, I'm working at American Apparel and Tokyo Joes. Life is fun right about now. I have a crazy cat, she wears glasses and goes to school a lot. I also have an insane kitten, she is a demon from hell....that I love ( Read more... ) -
I remember...
an open letter :
One is enough right? You kind of wished you held the other sons head underwater just a little longer. Fear got the best of us both, I know. Every now and then I still choke on nothing, that's all. To have and to hold, just a little longer with more silence screened like beating hearts on the pavement. fuck you.
