last night, well early morning, out of nowhere I had a panic attack that was very very intense. For absolutely no definite reason at all. Is this stress? I have no idea. I've been stressed for a while but I didn't think I was at THAT point of it. I don't know what's wrong with me. It's making me more depressed to realize how fucking depressed I am.
I'm only home about 1 day a week. It's pretty crazy. I'm starting to get used to not being home, so it's kinda good since I'll be going to college and won't be home for like 2 weeks straight all the time
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I threw up literally 20 times yesterday. I had a temperature of 99 degrees. Uuuugghh. I still feel terrible. My throat hurts so bad. It's painful just to even swallow. I'm also on my period. Awesome
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