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ever get so much on your mind. so many questions with no answers. and you get so frustrated because you cant answer any of it?
why do i need solid answers so much?
why do i need black and white so much even while i understand nothing is really anything but a shade of gray?
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Head underwater and they tell me to breathe easy
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i want your thoughts on this, they can be anonymous if youd like
i have very very high standards for what i want, what i think i deserve
but my need for love/atten/approval whatever is so much that what i accept as "good enough" for now, for today, for whatever
is wayyyyy too low
why is this
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Holy shit
I've been fine. More then fine I've been really good.
I remember that I just got my insides ripped out feeling
Damn
Fuck
I would do anything to see him and I have no way to do anything.
I would do anything.
This is an addiction
This is a physical need
I had no idea
Wow.
I've never felt this
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a nightmare in waking
Victimized, violently shaking.im sick of trying to figure all of you out ya know why ( Read more... ) -
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What do I do for you
What do you do for me
What do I do for me
What do you do for you
Why?
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i like playing with you
but it scares me because i dont understand you at all
which is not something i deal well with
i get the feeling either you are more complicated then i can understand
or simpler then i can believe -
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With this knife i'll cut out the part of me
The part that cares for you
With this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
The heart that cares for you -
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oh
i didn't know id see this part of me again
hello there
im not sure im ready for this but here we go