On Akiha, the Void in his heart and his Relationships.

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So this is basically a bunch of essays I had been planning to write all mashed up into one. Yes, I am sucidal and masochist and crazy, LET ME BE.

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Which is to say:

LONGEST MUTHAFUCKIN' ESSAY EVER CLICK AT YOUR OWN RISK K.

Comments

[marezydoats]

'Course Ayame's hot. He's a Sohma. XD

Naw, but seriously. I actually found this really fascinating! It's interesting to get that look into Akiha's head and see what he's thinking in re: Umeda, Ayame. Love~ ♥

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Oh, shut up! There are Sohmas whom I wouldn't-- no, okay, never mind.

And heeeh, I'm glad! Akiha is one of those charas that never really shows what his true intentions are (unless he's having one of those rare HONEST TIME moments), so I kinda owed this to myself and to other people. Because his head is a very special place and sometimes I don't get it myself. |D;; ♥

[swiftamorato]

I DEMAND COOKIES.

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COOKIES FOR THE HERMAPHRODITE! I think this is like... the first time I use this icon.

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♥! Obviously Akiha needs to feed more people.

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And you get extra cookies, because you know my character better than I do. WTF. But no one likes the things he eats! D:

[blackandwhiteox]

(I should be asleep but I'm not, insomnia, you're a cruel mistress.)

Like I told Nishi earlier today, Ayame and Akiha may be in love with the mirror, but considering their pasts... It's sort of therapeutic in a way that they'll love someone who's so very much like themselves. Ayame has a lot of self-hatred and regret (like most Sohmas, heh), and I'm not TOO sure about Akiha, but I know he had some issues in camp that had to be revolsed via the wishing well?

Also, I find it hilarious that it had to be the (now) 16-year old who made Akiha realize about His True Feelings. Because that's so both canon AND camp canon for Haru. If it wasn't for him, his family wouldn't get laid ever.

[blackandwhiteox]

*resolved, not revolsed (wtf). It IS almost 8am...

[marezydoats]

...Keywords. XD

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...You need to fix your sleeping schedule, Cow. Like... yesterday.

And, yeah... it's actually very therapeutic, especially because both of them have had this GIANT CRUSH on someone who will never look back at them because they can't get over their own crushes... and, yeah. Also, Ayame has always had Shigure (and Hatori) to fool around with and he has never openly confessed his love for Hatori, but for Akiha, this is a first. So he's all over Ayame like a puppy. 8D The wishing well thing helped him realize that Umeda did care about him (sorta) beyond the sex... we also did it because we're horrible angstwhores, BUT THAT'S ANOTHER STORY.

... DON'T SING VICTORY (8D) YET, HE HASN'T REALIZED HIS TRUE FEELINGS. He's on the way there. Give him... uh... a couple of weeks or a month. ...That is so painfully true. INCEST REPRESENT. XD

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There are so many times when Akiha looks like he's about to open up and he doesn't and I wanna crack his head open.

I love you.

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If it ever happens again, please feel free to do so, because Akiha is still sort of "DDD: :/" around Hime. IT'S VERY AWKWARD AND HE DOESN'T WANT TO SCREW UP AGAIN.

Love you too~ ♥

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THEN WE NEED TO INTERACT.

But.. it's justifiable since... awwwkward.

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ALWAYS.

And yeah, see Hime, Akiha kissed your boyfriend because he likes him and he sees him as nothing more than a friend. HE HAS NEVER KISSED AYAME OR OPENED UP WITH HIM LIKE THAT, SO YOU'RE SAFE.

[always_on_call]

Do me.

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...

You know, if this ever happened ICly, Akiha would die of a heart attack. :(

[always_on_call]

In a good way or a bad one, I wonder.

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Bad one! DDD: