last night, i drank so much that i puked.  on the art house kitchen floor.  this is the first time that ive drank to the point of puking in a really long time (at least since mid-last semester).  underclassmen (zoe and kyle) and emily took care of me.  i dont know why i drank so much, but i did.  i think ive been stressed and overworked and ( Read more... )

this weekend was insane ( Read more... )

"he awoke each morning with the desire to do right, to be a good and meaningful person, to be, as simple as it sounded and as impossible as it actually was, happy.  and during the course of each day his heart would decend from his chest into his stomach.  by early afternoon he was overcome by the feeling that nothing was right, or nothing was ever ( Read more... )

five minutes a day.  in the shower, sitting in front of the computer, or contentedly staring out the window.  i am making myself smile.  it makes me feel better.  its like the curves of my lips are hitting the on/off switches for my endorphins.  or, at least, this is what i imagine ( Read more... )

one of my last "club catii".  we decided to go.  i got drunk.  we danced ( Read more... )

so ive returned.  i got back from my adventure to custer/custer state park/hot springs about an hour ago.

the hike was generally relaxed, except the last couple of parts were pretty hard.  when we got to the top, though, i had to sit down.  i didnt think we were up as high as we were!

this is what i saw:

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today.  i finally did it.  i had my emotional breakdown.  luckily, i made it to karen poppes office before the tears started to flow ( Read more... )

so-dak leads my (relatively strict) vegetarianism to veggie-lite.  it has also lead my body from relatively decent health to a sizeable headache and laryngitis ( Read more... )

the kitten died two days ago. i am pretty sure he was sick when he was born and thats why his mom abandoned him. i was sad anyway. i have also come to the conclusion that there are three things i should never have that i always (somehow) end up with: animals, plants, and clingy boyfriends. i only end up hurting them somehow ( Read more... )

i went to the pool and laid by myself. the furniture is all very sixties-inspired (if not actually from the sixties, which is very likely). there are dolphin figurines scattered throughout the pool area. there are chairs that have two panels on the side, to help aid the u.v. rays in reaching your side-skin. they are yellow. my big gramma ( Read more... )