I wish I could disappear...

[popsiclehands]

 I give up. I just don't want to do any of this anymore. I everyone would leave me alone. I wish all this work, and feelings of "have to" and "it's my job" would just go away. I don't want this. I just want everyone to figure it out or leave me alone. I hate people who say they want to help but just make things worse. It feels like every well

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[jenny_miller20]

Wow honey first don't know you of course! However a lot of those people who try to help you are just doing what they think is best for you! It might not be enough for you, but at least they try. It isn't fair to be alone so honestly stop wynning it's stupid it's life grow up and deal with it seriouly there is worse out there and more people with worse problems then you!

[popsiclehands]

First of all, I don't really mind that you don't know me. Honestly, knowing that anyone would even read this and reply makes me feel better.

I understand that others have worse problems than me but does that make my problems any less real or painful? I know that my life isn't that bad but that doesn't stop it from hurting. especially when I get one person saying they're behind me and supporting me all the way and then yelling at me over nothing or something I had no part in. I know to others my problems seem small and inconsequential but to me they are very, very real and very, very painful and as much as I wish I could just move on and get over it I can't move out from under this dark cloud.

[1strangepirate]

I'm not trying to start a fight with you because obviously I don't know you at all and I don't want to cause problems for my bud popsiclehands

but

stop wynning it's stupid it's life grow up and deal with it seriouly there is worse out there and more people with worse problems then you!

wow what a great friend you are

everyone has problems and relative severity (as you view them) has nothing to do with how genuine they are

and belittling them isn't going to help her at all :|

[leafing]

Wow, could you be more of a condescending jerk if you tried? Maybe you're the one who needs to do the growing up here.

Let me tell you something, cupcake: emotional problems can be just as, if not more crippling than a vast array of physical problems. The extent of most external help for these types of issues is people assuring each other that "everything will be okay." And that's alright, there are good intentions, but the reality is that these problems don't always fix themselves, and even if they do they don't always do it in a timely manner.

On the other hand, I cannot possibly see any redeeming qualities in your argument.

Just because someone's not starving to death in some third world country doesn't mean that they don't have problems, and it sure as hell doesn't mean that their problems are any less valid than anyone else's. When something is inhibiting someone from functioning to this extent, it's kind of important.Comments like this are exactly what prevent people from getting the help they need and discussing their

I Would Miss You Too Much If You DIsappeared!

[anonymous]

Hey You,

I'll never clock out on you. Never. Let's have a girls weekend this coming birthday weekend!! We'll eat, go to the movies, Flower Show and kick back and chat!

It's all good, my girl! Hang in there!!

Love ya,
Aunt Carol

[bloodred0_4]

Oh, darling...! *hugs so tight*
I only wish you happiness - even more than words can express. <3

[popsiclehands]

thanks sweetie! It really does help to hear that. ah! now I'm tearing up again! but tears of GRATITUDE this time. :D I gotta say you really are one of the lights in my life putting up with all of this. I really appreciate it, I really, really do and if you ever need an ear I'll totally be there. I owe you like, a buttload, which I fully intend to repay <3 buh I should go to sleep but the idea of going to school tomorrow isn't a fun one. may psyche myself with eye of the tiger. that tends to help ANY situation. xD

[bloodred0_4]

*snuggles*
I'm really glad to be of any help at all, dear. <333

Here's to hoping today's a better day!
(And have some Jensen Ackles with that Eye of the Tiger, yeah? Never fails to make me smile. :D)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R0Fz_egtEgc

[popsiclehands]

OFGIHFOGHFOGHFOP I LOVE THAT VIDEO. it never gets old no matter how many times I see it. ENDLESS SURGES OF LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!!!!!!

It was better (than again I didn't actually go to any classes >.>) not the best, but better. I'm going to be getting some ADHD meds soon and the thought is with those I'll have the focus to get shit done which can clear up like, 70% of my problems right there! :D IT'S LIKE JENSEN ACKLES EYE OF THE TIGER IN A PILL. xD

LOVEEEEEEEEE YYYYYYYOOOOOUUUUUUUU

[1strangepirate]

hey tenos do you have my AIM?

I'm not online too much (I'm usually in APPEAR OFFLINE MODE) but if you ever need to talk I'm here for you c:

[popsiclehands]

I'm not sure I'll check but I know I have your skype. thanks sweetie, I'll deffinately hit you up soon. then you can listen to all my horribly depressing thoughts. :D then we can be emo together <3 xD

[1strangepirate]

it's no problem, hon c:

just send me an lj message if im not on skype and we can talk if i'm around

we need to talk more c:

i'll listen to whatever you want and complain to you that i'm fat lol c:

[popsiclehands]

I totally will and we so need to talk more. I MISSSSSS YOUUUUUUUUU~!!!

OH pish posh you are not fat. if those highly edited and silly pictures of you tell me anything it's that you need some plastic surgery to help with the crazy stuff your face is doing! xD and that you have lovely giant eyes.