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Another brick in the wall
Another failed relationship. I suck at life. This one hurts alot. Only 5 more days until it would have been a year. I hate how with the end of every relationship I feel like I am more and more crazy and less and less desireable. I also hate how I think in run on sentences. In a completely un-conceited way, I hate how I am able to put on such a good ( Read more... ) -
Score of my life: Volume I
If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be ( Read more... ) -
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Im sulky tonight and I dont know why. I feel like Im going to cry and for no apparent reason. (No PMS involved, I swear). Sometimes I just want reassurance that everything is real. I don't want the wool pulled over my eyes. God, Im a baby.
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estrogen is a ticking time bomb
I hate being a girl. I wish I was a robot, for real..a girl one of course, but just one that didn't care about stuff or get bothered by stupid shit. I feel like you cant let your guard down for a second or else you'll just get upset in the end. I hate how girls read too much into stuff. Over analyze for no reason. Ever notice how desperation is ( Read more... ) -
had it up to here..
I cant take it. I am so ready to be out of this house. Unfortunately it seems like Ill still be in the same situation, just a different, nicer location. SO SICK OF IT.
Stoplight keg party at the apt on Thurs. Come and drink your sorrows away. Maybe even some guitar hero action?? -
boredom will do it to you...
WHO . W A S . T H E . L A S T . P E R S O N . T H A T ( Read more... ) -
looking back, January was a rough month..
Jan 15th:
I just don't get it. Is it not even possible for **** and I to be friends? Why can we not go a day without arguing? Even as friends it seems to be impossible. I think our problem lies with both of us. Im blunt and insensitive and he's quick to anger and overly sensitive. If we are so ill-suited, then how did we ever become attracted to ( Read more... ) -
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I never would have thought that I would have wished that I was still in school. I can remember in elementary and middle school when I would count down the days until the next day off..next break..next time I didn't have to deal with school. This past year I have been dreading the day I graduated, knowing that it would be over. Knowing that this isn ( Read more... ) -
you market to a generation of saps
Lets be real..I hated the Notebook. It made me cry and realize how utterly single I am. Instead of feeling hopeful and inspired, I feel like crap. Ugh Im so tired of being negative. I wish I could be one of those hopeless romantics that just didn't care what people thought: they know what they want and have this unalienable persuit to attain it. Do ( Read more... ) -
anything but term papers...
I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special.
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?.
I don't belong here