First post in nine months. I just have some things to spit out so I feel better about them. I was smoking significant amounts of pot, but I've slowed down on that in the last month maybe because I've been generally pretty happy. I have a horrible fear that this is just some really long manic episode where I feel normal and balanced and frankly, ( Read more... )

of my journal entries are private now. So this will be one of the first in a long time that isn't. Mostly livejournal is for when I can't tell anyone else what's going on, which is ironic because it's such a public forum but It makes me feel better and I can press that private button and it all makes it nice and invisible to anyone I know in person ( Read more... )

going to get my FOID card and shoot everyone ( Read more... )

no I am not fucking ok.

 You May be Brainwashed by Corporate Media if You:

... believe the 5 corporations who own almost all of the media in the U.S. are liberal.

... believe $300 billion of U.S. tax money, allocated for the war and reconstruction in Iraq is actually going to Iraq .

... are unaware Iraq had 650 million barrels of oil in reserve just before the war in Iraq .

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"That Sucks ( Read more... )

My Perfect Life-

I don’t need to be rich. Just comfortable. I don’t want stock options, a 401k, or a CD or any of those things. Just concrete things earned by hard work. I want to sell a number of books and become moderately successful while doing it and gain some fame in the process. I want to retire from writing due to necessity into writing ( Read more... )

 January 18- Mirror Mirror- Gregory Maguire DONE 
January 28- Debunking History, Ed Rayner and Ron Stapley  DONE
March 3- Anthem, Ayn Rand DONE 
March 5- Wild Years the Life and Myth of Tom Waits, Jay S. Jacobs DONE
March 15- Invisible Monsters- Chuck Palahniuk DONE  
March 15- My Antonia- Willa Cather  DONE
March 25- Wild Irish- Robin Maxwell DONE ( Read more... )

I fucking despise small children. I hate them.
Hate. Hate. Hate. 
I ESPECIALLY HATE SPOILED  AND OR RETARDED CHILDREN.

I'm currently laying in my boyfriends bed, half playing Kingdom of Loathing, half reading LJ posts. But mostly, I'm watching him. He's reading. Something he never ever did when I met him. He bought a book today. Something he's done maybe once since i've met him. It's a U.S history book. He wants to learn about history. It makes me tear up a bit ( Read more... )