LOL, So you know how I was saying that I got an Elvis tattoo. Well something as little as a tattoo can cause a shit loud of drama. It all just makes me laugh because everyone is making it a bigger deal then it really is. So yes Caitlin did get a Marilyn Monroe tattoo on her calf at the end of May. Well it looked so damn cute. And I thought it would ( Read more... )

I havent been on here for about 2 months. Not much has been going on but here I go: I graduated from high school at the begining of June!! I finally went back to work after being off for almost two months, so I have been working my ass off. I got an Elvis tattoo on my calf. Its not done yet, I have to go back in two weeks!

So I had a doctors appointment today, we found out the results to see if the cancer has got to my lymph nodes. Well everything came back CLEAR!! Fuck yeah! I am so god damn happy!! They got all the cancer out! I just have one more surgery and thats just plastic surgery on the 23rd! Yahoo!!! This nightmare is over with!

FUCK!!! I couldn't HANDLE myself this evening! I was doing my hair and getting ready to get out of the house, when I just went CRAZY. I started crying and THROWING things! DAMN I feel so ugly right now, I am to SCARED to go out in public, lonely as FUCK, and extremely bored. I have NEVER ever felt this way in my whole life! This FUCKING cancer has ( Read more... )

Holy shit, so I have been getting tonz of flowers from people! Its wonderful! I didnt know so many people care about me! So my mom and stepdads friends wrote a letter to the Utah Motorsports Foundation (they help racecar drivers and their families) and well today my mom gets a letter and $2,000 check saying that they are sorry that I got cancer and ( Read more... )

First part is over ( Read more... )

So my surgery is Monday April 25th. First thing in the morning I have to go to the U of U Hospital and get this ink stuff put in my nose and it travels through to my lump notes to test to see if the cancer got to there. After word I have to go to Huntsman and have surgery in the afternoon. They are doing a shit load of stuff to me. I will be a ( Read more... )

So I got my stitches out today! It looks pretty good. I have a meeting with all the doctors tomorrow morning at 8:30 am at the Huntsmen Cancer Center. So we will have to wait and see what they say tomorrow to me! But I will let you all know!

So I got some bad news today about my skin cancer. Well I have to go through another surgery they got my results back and it is worst then they thought. So I have to go to the Huntsmen Cancer Center to get surgery done and they are flying doctors in to do it! I am so scared I just want all of this to be over with. I might be doing home school for ( Read more... )

I got done monday about 5pm and I have been such a lazy ass and I cant stand it. My nose is all fucked up right now. I have stitches right on the bridge of my nose. So i had to wear this bandaid thing until yesterday and now I have to just wear a little one until Monday when I get my stitches taken out! So yeah! The worst part monday was getting ( Read more... )