god, life sucks sometimes.

and my heart constantly betrays me.

constantly.

here i am, feelin' the same rut from my last job, because of my obsession with ashley.

fucking shit. i don't know what to do anymore. love sucks.

HOLY SHIT WHERE HAVE I BEEN?!

I live in a new house :B

lots of changes taking place. i think it'll be alright, tho :)

k bye.

I've been on the computer for the past 3 hours.

not getting much sleep.

i think i'll throw on the joy division and scoff at my attempt to quit smoking.

then I have to work @ noon.

read my myspace blog for some weird shit.

i'm so out of it.

All good things must come to an end. If you love somebody, set them free and hope that they change for the better and come back and be able to support themselves and pay their half of shit (or if I make a shit-ton of money and not give a crap) if they ever come back :B ( Read more... )

fuck ing fuck wtf fucking shit fuck wtf ( Read more... )

i fell in love with a great dane pup this weekend :( too bad I couldn't afford the $900 pricetag to take him home. I almost cried :( he wanted to come home with us :(

:(

how many frowns does it take to get $900?!

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

that's not enough :(

I wanted to name him "Buster". :(

he was so f'n cute.

my inner cheek (??) is bleeding because of my ravenousity. wtf ( Read more... )

Ashley and I addressed a couple of issues/areas of concern in regards to our relationship and our living situation. Her promotion ended up being pretty bunk, giving her a mere 40-50 cents more an hour (what kind of "assistant manager" makes less than 9/hr?!?! fuck plaid... DON'T EVER WORK FOR THEM.... unless they improve working conditions ( Read more... )

my workplace has stocked cranberry apple tea again ( Read more... )

I hate them ( Read more... )