god I don't know what to do. I hurt rachael, not on purpose but i did and i feel awful! I don't know what to do, she so upset with me, like REALLY upset with me now! she's hardley talking to me, and it's killing me. I love her so much and i feel so worthless. I want to make things right but i don't know how ( Read more... )

Well Here is my update from valentins day... it SUCKED!!!! lol well why? cuz i didn't get to see Rachael. why do you ask? well that day the busses were canceled so there was nobody at school :P so Rachael and I had our valentines day the day after (yesterday). I went to school early and I covered her locker with hearts and a poem that i wrote ( Read more... )

yeah well tommrow is the big V-day!!!!! i'm REALLLLLY nervous. lol I'm going to school eirly so i can have enuf time to set up waht I'm doing for rachael. yeah it's really corney and REALLLLLY bad but it's all i could think of.. other then a gay little card and thoes are SO last year :P It's taken me a long time to get all together. It's not the ( Read more... )

Well sofar this week has been prety good. I don't have that hard of a semester. P.E, Music, Programming and Math. What sucks tho is that I have 5th lunch.. I want 3rd.... cuz that's the one Rachael has.. i hardley get to see her now.. only between classes for a bit which really sucks! I want to see her more often. I think about her all the time ( Read more... )

OK well there has been something botering me quite a bit latley. Valentines day. I know it's not for a while, but i don't know what to do for Rachael. I want to show her how much i care, but i don't know how. I don't know if to make her a card and write something in it... like a small message or a poem, or get her chocolates, or anything else ( Read more... )

well I got nothing to do right now so I guess I can post about how things are ( Read more... )

bleh. My last post was kinda nothing cuz i had to stop short cuz my dad was reading it :P oh well he's not around right now so I'll have more time to write stuff ( Read more... )

Well School is finally out for exams. I only have two but I'm still getting real stressed out. I have a religion exam on um..thursday and an english exam on wednesday... i think that's how it goes. Anyways I can't fail either of them! I dont need another thing that my parents can yell at me about. I know that I can't fail religion. The lowest mark ( Read more... )

Well now that i have nothing to do I will post here lol ( Read more... )

well exams havn't started yet (2 weeks) but they are coming up. I'm really worried about them. ( i usually am but still!) I'm not understanding much stuff in religion (stupod hinduism and that toher one that starts with a B) and in english I have o write an essay. It's not that bad but i don't remember alot of the stuff that has happened in the ( Read more... )