bleh
Well Here is my update from valentins day... it SUCKED!!!! lol well why? cuz i didn't get to see Rachael. why do you ask? well that day the busses were canceled so there was nobody at school :P so Rachael and I had our valentines day the day after (yesterday). I went to school early and I covered her locker with hearts and a poem that i wrote eirlier.. it was kinda bad... but i think it got the message through.
It took me forever to write. Rachael gave me a card that she made and it was amazing. It had a poem in it and all i can say is wow.. it was great! it made me so happy. Every day I find out even more how much she cares for me. and I hope she knows that I feel the same for her and I would do anything to make her happy (even wear girls pants :p ) gosh i love her SOOOO much! soanyhoo we did that and then during 3rd i "went to the bathroom" lol. I met up with Rachael and we kinda walked around... then we went outside (in the rain :P) and oh god i was so nervous... i bet it was really funny how scared i was... but I did it anyway.....it happend so fast and for a moment there i was in heaven. yeah i bet u can guess waht happened. :p It happend so fast and then it was over.. gosh I would do that again anytime :p but i don't know is she wants to >_< oh well if she never does again that's fine.. aslong as she's happy.
This weekend I'm gonig to some retreat with Rachael... It sounds fun and i'm happy cuz i'll get to spend the whole weekend with her...but I'm still kinda iffiy about the whole thing.. like i'm only gonna know 2 people... and I don't really know what's going on. Also I don't really feel comfertable sleeping in strange places (i've never been there....so it's strange to me)
anyhoo i bet it'll be fine. That's all I gotta say right now
ttyl
It took me forever to write. Rachael gave me a card that she made and it was amazing. It had a poem in it and all i can say is wow.. it was great! it made me so happy. Every day I find out even more how much she cares for me. and I hope she knows that I feel the same for her and I would do anything to make her happy (even wear girls pants :p ) gosh i love her SOOOO much! soanyhoo we did that and then during 3rd i "went to the bathroom" lol. I met up with Rachael and we kinda walked around... then we went outside (in the rain :P) and oh god i was so nervous... i bet it was really funny how scared i was... but I did it anyway.....it happend so fast and for a moment there i was in heaven. yeah i bet u can guess waht happened. :p It happend so fast and then it was over.. gosh I would do that again anytime :p but i don't know is she wants to >_< oh well if she never does again that's fine.. aslong as she's happy.
This weekend I'm gonig to some retreat with Rachael... It sounds fun and i'm happy cuz i'll get to spend the whole weekend with her...but I'm still kinda iffiy about the whole thing.. like i'm only gonna know 2 people... and I don't really know what's going on. Also I don't really feel comfertable sleeping in strange places (i've never been there....so it's strange to me)
anyhoo i bet it'll be fine. That's all I gotta say right now
ttyl