so maybe I should be some kind of laundry line

[pooka_madness]

I've been thinking a bit lately about the gap between the ideal and the reality of life. Samhain will do that to a guy, I guess. I'm having one of those minor existential crises people in my age group seem so prone to, where I am gripped with a sense that I am not doing what I mean to be doing, that I am not acting in the way I want to act. That,

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[juineve]

It's funny. I think, certainly so far as relationships go, I'm not going to try to be better anymore

[macabre_grrl]

Hang in there, man. I am always struck by how "today" I can't get to do the stuff I want to do, and everything is for "someday", when I'll be all ready to cross the threshold to my Life.

Except that this IS my life, right now, every second, and I'm wasting it with daily debris instead of making more time for worthwhile things, like exercising and eating food and doing projects. I think the first step is to tell myself that the internet is really not a good way to spend my time after a certain point.