you kno i so hard on trying to be the nice guy i used to be that i forgot i also was very self destructive. and i cant have that happenin again. but i dont want to be a cocky asshole. how do you be humble but not to humble but still confident but not confident to the point where you're a massive dick.

i really cant go back to that habbit again. i just have to get my head straight and think positive. if only these fucks would get off my back and stop bitchin at me and actually listen to me instead of yelling at me when i tell them y im in a really shitty mood right now.

my phone is officially dead. the screen is black and i cant make any calls. which sucks cuz now i have to go to the verison store and get a new one.

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yeah fuck school tomorrow if i go ill go at lunch. cuz i just got off work cuz everyones sick and bob quit so im keepin my job i wont quit it. but i have 3 projects i have to do tonight. so ill be up all night go to bed at like 4 then go to school at 1230ish. or not at all. who knows?

this is how i feel on the inside right now

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i was gonna do it tonight. but my mom had to be a bitch and fuck it up. i may still do it tonight. but i didnt want to do it over the phone. and im probably too much of a puss to call. so hopefully the she calls instead.

wow i am a pussy. we maybe not a pussy just to unsure of what the other person thinks. yeah well blame it on how i cant tell what signals are being given

i need to find my harmonica. cuz i wanna start playin again. i kno i sucked at it but i didnt really focus. but i think ill just end up gettin a new one. so if anyone has a harmonica that they dont use ill probably buy it.

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