i just realized my birthday is in 3 days. i knew it was coming up in the next few weeks but wow sunday. its gonna suck i kno that much though. o well. i think ill use the money i get from my family to get my third vehicle in the past year ( Read more... )

i want to know how i was the asshole then. how was i the asshole and playing you if you made out with someone just about an hour after i left. how was i the "horny bitch." it is complete and total bull shit for me to get slandered like that(was in the fall but still). and talk about playing people, you lead me on during the summer. so fuck you. i ( Read more... )

alcohol, getting you over relationships since 400 B.C.

i finally shaved my face. its all gone. i dont even have sideburns. which maybe bad considering filming starts this week end. hope i can fix it to look right. damnit i shouldnt have done that. owell

is it wrong to be upset that people only want to help me when its convenient to them. i guess its my fault i shouldve opened up when she cared. o well fuck it. she doesnt need my/our problems right now. and if it kills the relationship that i cant talk to her about problems then maybe its not meant to be.

yeah im pretty sure todays plans have been fucked and forgotten. i really needed today but i guess ill just wait till next weekend. just hope it doesnt intrude on her other plans

goddamn weather. i fuckin hate how my shit gets fucked up because of the fuckin rain. o well ill just improvise i guess.

fuckin manic depression

well im here in mississippi. its cool i guess. i get to play with my cousins and my grand parents hook me up with smokes. and last night at my mamaw collins house me and my mom split a bottle of wine. it was so good. it was made with concord grapes it was jewish or something. my dad and i are cool. but i kinda miss chattanooga. well not so much ( Read more... )

its wierd im tired as hell and starving but i can niether eat nor sleep. and i get to go to work in 8 hours and 30 minutes