The times, the place

May 25, 2011 00:52

I saw my psychotherapist again today. I told her about the time when I was 2-1/2 that my adoptive mother came this close to killing -- or, at best, leaving us all so badly injured that death would have been welcome -- herself, her sister, Betty, me, and her sister's 1-1/2 year-old adoptive daughter, Jan, by trying to play chicken with a speeding ( Read more... )

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prester_scott May 25 2011, 10:42:58 UTC
Yeesh. I haven't been through any of that sort of thing and it STILL drives me crazy when people point to 1950s America (or thereabouts) as some sort of golden age.

The thing you wrote about the plague of insects following a nuclear war, that's a new one on me. Do you have any links for documentation?

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polaris93 May 25 2011, 18:00:53 UTC
If you're talking about the story from The Dragon and the Crown, the thing about the insects was nothing other than what normally happens after a battle or a tremendous disaster, when there are corpses of numerous creatures, human and otherwise, together with the wounded bodies of still-living ones, in quantity over a large area. The wounds nnaturally attract many insects, while the bodies, which begin to putrify, likewise draw insects as well as rats and other carrion-eaters, nature's garbage-men. If there are buzzards, crows, and/or ravens in the area, they'd come, too. When you have as many wounded, dying, and dead humans and other creatures all in one place as the scene described in that post, many millions of them including dogs, cats, pet birds, ferrets, even horses and some cattle as well as human beings, along with some wild creatures in the area for whatever reason, that's one hell of a lot of carrion, and within a day or two it all begins to stink, big-time. As far as carrion-eaters are concerned, that smell is like a ( ... )

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Afterthoughts polaris93 May 25 2011, 21:12:27 UTC
BTW, the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse in Revelation are actually a very accurate portrayal of the general outlines of war and its aftermath, especially a truly catastrophic war that kills countless people. Such a war would lay waste to the countryside in all directions as warriors/soldiers scavenged food anywhere they could find it. Famine often impels wars, and wars have often brought about famine for survivors because of the ravaging of the countryside by warriors/soldiers on both sides. The carnage of war -- the wounded and the dead -- draws flies, who need carrion in which to have their babies, along with rats, cockroaches, ravens, vultures, and other opportunistic scavengers. These in turn carry pathogens that cause widespread epidemic diseases that are frequently lethal. Malnutrition and starvation in the wake of war weakens the body, and survivors fall prey to disease pathogens of all kinds, some which ordinarily they'd be immune to, others brought into their country by invaders whose microbes their bodies didn't know ( ... )

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Re: Afterthoughts prester_scott May 26 2011, 02:07:23 UTC
I'm just tired of "golden ages." I don't think they exist. There are always tradeoffs.

I am with you on the four horsemen. They were, in fact, a great description of what happened in the siege of Jerusalem in the years leading up to the destruction of the Temple in AD 70. In my opinion that was the chief purpose of the text: to warn and encourage Christians that it was coming.

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hannahsarah May 26 2011, 03:43:08 UTC
I'm so glad you have an outlet for those memories, and FINALLY have some validation.

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polaris93 May 26 2011, 04:05:18 UTC
There could be a lot of people around my age now who went through similar things. Maybe what my psychotherapist learns from me can help her to help a lot of people. More than that: those years were part of a critical era in the world's history, when life on Earth existed under a radioactive Sword of Damocles like nothing that had ever existed before. Because of the fear, not many talked openly about it, and of those who did, for lack of scientific knowledge and a real, in-depth historical education, what they had to say was mostly nonsense. Maybe it's time for a real airing-out of those times.

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