This is how it was ( Read more... )

One night, when I was about 7 years old, something on the Inner Planes suddenly came to me and began to beat me psychically as it screamed "Sell your soul to the devil! Sell your soul to the devil!" It kept it up for hours. I did my best to ignore it, figuring I'd finally fall asleep -- at which point it said, "If you fall asleep, that will mean ( Read more... )

In entries I've posted here about my adoptive mother and her terrorization by her husband and, perhaps, her sister (see Semper Fi - Sorrowful realization and Semper Fi - The rest of the story), I didn't go into a lot of detail. One thing I finally realized only after I'd posted those two entries is that regardless of whether I was a victim of ( Read more... )

Yesterday someone tried to read me out for "not being feminist enough." Given what feminism has turned into, she was a) absolutely correct, because I can't stand today's socialistic "feminism," and b) not aware that she was in fact complimenting me. Highly. But I was annoyed at her enough that I snapped back, "So where the hell were you when my ( Read more... )

Earlier today someone asked me about my adoptive mother, and what her relationship with her first husband and her sister had been like. Before I could think about it, the answer popped out of me: "Think of a small pet rabbit crouched on the ground, trembling, between the paws of two large, hungry wolves. My adoptive mother was that rabbit, and ( Read more... )

I can cry again ( Read more... )

This is a plea for information, ideas, theories, anything -- if you have something that might shed light on the following, please let me know in the comments to this post ( Read more... )

I saw my psychotherapist again today. I told her about the time when I was 2-1/2 that my adoptive mother came this close to killing -- or, at best, leaving us all so badly injured that death would have been welcome -- herself, her sister, Betty, me, and her sister's 1-1/2 year-old adoptive daughter, Jan, by trying to play chicken with a speeding ( Read more... )

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I got yet another "anonymous" post this morning from Kevin Bjornson, my former landlord, the one who harassed my late friend Gary Csillaghegyi to death. Here's the link to my response to it:

Semper Fi - If you're thinking of suing me . . .#t3348124I mean, when somebody decides to moon you, and when he drops trou and bends over in front of you and ( Read more... )