yesterday sucked.. and today suck, so far. im tired of my dad, and my mom this morning pissed me off cuz she yelled at me for hitting my brother.. its a good thing she wasnt out there when i pulled the knife out on him cuz he was gonna fart on me, and i told him if he does id stab him in his ass.. and hes like no you wont, and i said go ahead do it ( Read more... )

has anyone ever done something stupid.. and knew it was stupid while doin it but couldnt stop urself? well i did and now i feel more stupid than ever.. wow..

elex told me his was goin to live with his uncle for a little while.. i guess you were wrong nicole...

i went to elex's house today and he made me breakfast. yay. well after i ate, of course we went to his room, we were in there for hours, just playing around. then we were in this akward position when his little brother walks in... i look at elex and start laughing, his little brother didnt say anything, he just walked right back out and went to ( Read more... )

i finally got my wallet back... im happy but im sad. im happy because i got my social secuirity card back, im sad because the $40 in it was stolen. people are so mean. :'(

i feel like im in such an akward position right now. the ppl im stayin the night with, well kelly, the dude, he's tellin me all about his nephew who is my age... i guess he wants to hook me up with him. and he ended up callin his nephews dad tellin him that we should meet or some shit and he started describing me. fuckin shit. and hes athletic, ( Read more... )

ugh, today i took the SAT and it was horrible. i was there for like 5 hours and there was 10 parts to it. that was a real bitch. and i think my score is gonna be low... this fuckin sucks.

dammit.. i have to take the SATs tomorrow. im so not ready.. and its at like 8am, today i didnt even wake up till 10 30 and i was still tired. fuck that shit, i dont want to take it... i know im gonna do bad.

mmmk.... so i finally hung out with elex.. but it was at his house. so of course we ended up hangin out in his bedroom, wresting, and cuddling... and just being playful. how stupid. i had to leave so i could pick my friend emily up from the clinic, and he didnt want me to go, so he pulled me back in his bed. dork. then when i was giving him a hig ( Read more... )

i fuckin hate life... i dont know if its karma, or if i just have bad luck. but this kind of shit always happens to me. this fucking sucks. i am in a bad mood now.