so i'm really fuckin sick of going out of my way to be totally nice and cool to people only to recieve a shit sandwich in return.and if i have done anything for you and you shit at me i hope you fuckin drowned.or burn to death slowly.to those of you who do that shit you deserve nothing but the worst things in the world.i'm usually a nice person ( Read more... )

the past week has been allright.been mad alot latley. work pissed me off. me and crystal are good. that's key.it's starting to feel more like it used to . real close.i feel i can worry less.i love it.i wanted to get her something real nice. i havn't really done that yet.got back into the gym routine. this is good. got my cd burner back. that made ( Read more... )

yesterday made me very happy.it was just good from morning to night.then this morning was good too.

me and crystal went to hampton for a few days. i had a very good time.we both got burnt . her worse then me. i signed back into school. i went to look at an apartment . hopefully the plan i have works. i would be super happy if it did.my job is pising me off. not so much my job but my co workers.i'm in the market for a new one.i guess crystal isn't ( Read more... )

man. i couls fuck up anything. everytime something good comes to me. some how i lose it.

i wish i could go back 1 month when things where good

so life is sinking back into a shit puddle. seems like i'll never fuckin win.my girlfriend is moving . i'm worrying that that will be ending soon. i don't want that at all .my grandmother is slowly dieing.life is fucking shitty now. and it will most likely stay this way forever.

fuck everything

if i die tomarow. thank you god

hahahaha

crystal is going to the club then to boston. wont see her for 3 days. no good.i'm really liking her. hung with ryan and john. they are good people. other then that life is week. boring.just been spending time with ben. he makes me laugh.i really want to find my own place and get situated. i asked crystal if she would go in it with me.she's great. ( Read more... )

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