I have love in my heart today for two wonderful women. Both spurned me and broke my heart. They both were unable to love me back. I still hold all consuming love for them both. They were so different from each other ( Read more... )

I am in a relationship. My life still seems empty. I am on the edge of walking away from this person because they don't seem to fulfill my emotional needs. I have never felt so alone while in a relationship ( Read more... )

Third time I have fallen in love in one year and it just ended. This one is my fault because she isn't everything I need her to be. I want kids dammit and child birth may kill her. How could it be that I have fallen so much so often in such a short time. I have to be the problem. Last night when she decided she couldn't carry on with the odd ( Read more... )

Life is so damn confusing. I really feel like the fact that I can contemplate how my life can exist in its entirety and fear what may come is a curse ( Read more... )

Insert second failed effort to land a partner ( Read more... )

I have found myself to be very introspective as of late. I find that the world was something I avoided. I felt wounded and often alone when I had someone in the same bed. I spent days wondering how my life ended up where it was ( Read more... )

For those of you who I don't keep up with elsewhere or haven't heard. Sarah and I will be divorced officially by Dec 23rd ( Read more... )

So, I was thinking back to the music of my highschool years and I realized I landed on a crossroads. 1988-1992 was such a strange time for music. We had Hair bands for some of that time and Grunge bands the other half. We were assaulted by so many genre's of music at one time that we ourselves were confused. Hanging out in the world of Winger, ( Read more... )

I sit again in retrospect and failed forward thinking. My world a swirl of missed opportunities. Quietly I ponder my purpose and my past days. It is only loose emotions that stir. Days and days go by, why am I here. The burden of higher thought plagues me ( Read more... )

I have never blamed refs in the past for a teams win or loss.

This year has been amazingly bad for the refs.

Auburn just had the game stolen from them on 3 occasions.

I am LIVID right now. Auburn won that game and the Refs stole that game from us.