Well, lots has changed and I have been very bad at keeping up with any entries or even reading what is going on. I have a boyfriend who is moving here in a couple of months - we are awesome together and have so many things in common it is almost scary! I just had surgery and am well on the way to recovery faster than usual - but that's me - an ( Read more... )

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I went to see a surgeon on Tuesday about my arms going numb and electric fence feelings in my arm, shoulder, and face. He called, yes the doctor actually called! Surgery is on Thursday, June 11th... So fast, I am not ready, but oh well. And I was hoping to have some human contact (male, of course) - just incase.

A lot has happened recently. I have been talking to my daughter every day almost. She is moving out here to go to college! I will be her "guinea pig" because she wants to be a therapeutic masseuse! We both have been on a roller coaster ride with everything from my ex threatening to send me to jail if she comes to the knowledge that college is $1074 ( Read more... )

ok, so at midnight the phone rings and it is Jeremy (my 19yo)calling to wish me a happy mothers day. hat was awesome, but then he says someone wants to talk to you mom... my mind was reeling - who in the hell would want to talk to me, that's in Texas with my son??? It was my daughter, Molly!!!!! We couldn't talk long, but it was great, she even ( Read more... )

well, it's been awhile and things are the same and not the same. I see a neurosurgeon on Thursday, but I do not know if it is for my neck, no reflexes in arms and left arm/hand numb, or my lower back, have 2 missing discs and compressed nerves - no reflexes in left leg - where did those damn discs run off too I wonder ( Read more... )

I graduated with a 3.87 GPA. Start my masters April 21, if I still have usable hands. Working on disability assistance for school. I need surgery because the bone chips in my first fusion kept growing and are compressing the nerves to my hands - it sucks. Not diving far anymmore - just incase ( Read more... )

I may have accidentally gotten a job. I went to a job fair for an administrative position and after looking at my resume the girl said, "We have a higher paying position but you have to have either a year clean or be mentally ill and in treatment." Mae the mistake of telling her I have multiple years clean and see my therapist weekly... That led to ( Read more... )

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Sorry I have been absent. Life is ok, I am surviving emotionally and physically, if not financially. I got really sick for a couple of weeks and this slowed down my attempt to rent out my rooms, so maybe this week, I will finally get to that chore. Otherwise, all remains the same ( Read more... )