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"don't you worry about the distance"

I need money to go that far, though.

    I am fucking sick of being controlled by these emotions of mine. I just look at something, and a deep jealousy fills me. I am always so jealous.

I need out of here. I want to run away, catch a train, a plain, anything, and leave for San Francisco. I just want to leave everything. And, maybe I can. If I work towards it, just like everything

    It's too strenuous. All because, I know, I'm too idealistic. Not in what I specifically want in a person, but how everything should go. And, right now, nothing is going my way.

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
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So. I'm in love. Why do I let such feelings control me?

    So, two nights ago... I almost got kicked out of my house. It was all rather comical.

I ran around the house singing: "La la la lesbian! I la la love lesbians!" My father, being his right-winged-self, expressed his opinion with the following words: "I will not tolerate any gay people in this house! If you ever bring one home, I'll call the ( Read more... )

My first post! What shall I do?

Um. I'm not exactly what you'd call good with this internet stuff. So... Yeah.

Hm. I love the musical Rent and The Last 5 Years. I love being completely wild, but can sometimes come off as vulgar. I'm a tomboy!! And proud! I can freely wear boys' clothing and and know what I am! Heh heh.