Hi there, internet.
It's a drag, internet. It's just...a drag, lately. I spent way too much of Halloween crying (though we did get a ton of trick-or-treaters which basically saved the day) and I've spent way too much time the last week crying, period. And that's not counting all the crying I did at The Book Thief.
(Quick aside--The Book Thief was
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It's eerie how this could've been written by me. I wish I could be part of the fandom hype and feel the way the fandom used to make me feel, but I just... Don't. I feel like the people have lately gotten a lot more judgemental there, and it makes me awkward when I see my kinks or whatnot being put down in long back-patting rants. And I feel like everyone has established their friend groups and I'm not really part of any of them.
My GTA V side blog is reminding me how much fun fandom *can* be. It's still very small, so it's easier to be in, and it has a more positive attitude towards any fanwork that's out there.
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(And, of course, I always feel like people secretly don't like me, but I feel that nearly all the time in nearly all situations including face to face. On tumblr, it's just exacerbated by the memory of the fact that at least two people DID secretly not like me enough to send anon hate, so it's like it's justified.)
I'm sure a lot of it is because every single conversation is public. You can see everyone talking and interacting and joking in real time across your dash, as opposed to having to click in for threaded comments. idk. It sucks, is what I'm saying.
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