at school from nine to five than cleaned ambers house till 1130 now i'm here with the crazy dog. i want to be off some where some where fantastic. oh well. i'll just sit here and feel like shit sound good?
i'm not sure what would even make me happy right now. oh well.

so my stencil got painted over before tim got to see it. amelia and i ran into each other and she didn't even have a plan to call me while she was in town. and yeah the day sucked. oh well. i hope tim had fun i didn't get to spend alot of alone time with him but oh well. it didn't matter i know he was just fooling around but he was rude today. i ( Read more... )

so i really hope timmy doesn't read this cause i'm gonna talk about his birthday present. so don't read this till after your birthday timmyl ( Read more... )

opps this was just a short update that went crazy ( Read more... )

for some reason i love getting high and watching dawsons creek. i think i need some kind of help. dawsons creek is soo bad but why do i do it.oh well ( Read more... )

so it's been a while but things are good. christmas should be amusing at best. i got my mom cool stuff. and jake will be here so its all good. tim just came over and i'm super excited to go and buy his cd. YIPPY for tim. go tim. but thats about all i have to say for now.

timmy poo is gone but before he left he sent me these last words. check it out *nick- that means you *
http://www.geocities.com/zerodirection/pics.html

yep just talking to heather. and i miss her. it'll be good if she moves here. sad if she has to leave anna but good for her it seems. just sitting around today. looking forward to a yummy dinner with mommy and jake. and thats about all ( Read more... )

i lie around melting into you how deeply i see into your eyes, they show me how much you've gone through. exactly what i'll never know it all. but i could stare at you or stay up and bare my soul, they could be one and the same. i could fall asleep earlu or keep you up till dawn, crying for reasons unseen, or making you laugh your ass off. i could ( Read more... )

lalalala. bored. don't have school and woke up at 830 even tho my alarm was on and set for 8 so don't know what happened there raced to the doctors for my appointment and got there at 9 insted of 845 and my appointment was really for next tuesday ( Read more... )