hey, I'm here. I swear, I'm not dropping off the face of the earth again. I've just been in LA.

what a crazy summer, man. I'm getting married? no. not so. I'm moving to chicago? well, the whole not getting married thing doesn't really aid in that. what a bunch of craziness. so what do I do to make myself feel better? I go to LA. and talk about a ( Read more... )

 my netflix account is messed up AND my dvd player is acting up. could it be worse?!

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I just thought I could see who I could make cry today.

this song came up on random on my ipod the other night and I started thinking about this lyric: "jaded in anger, love underwhelms you." no matter what my situation is, I really don't feel that way. obviously, I have come off as a sad bastard since I left chicago last month, which is to be ( Read more... )

 "This is how we offer ourselves, enter heaven, enter speaking: we say with motion, in space, This is what's life's done so far down here; this is all and what and everything it's managed----this body, these bodies, that body----so what do you think, Heaven? What do you fucking think?"
I read that last night as I couldn't get to sleep when I knew I ( Read more... )

 I'm so tired. I want to fall over and stay down for a long while. it's kind of imperative, actually. no one likes an over-tired mess of a girl.
seriously. messy. I've taken up with a stray cat and I wonder how I really feel about it. this cat was all over my apartment last night, acting crazy, jumping on me and the couch and running under my bed. I ( Read more... )

well

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he always used to make fun of me for my "girl music." you know what I have to say about that?

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 it's strange, but I have been sleeping better lately. I don't know why or what has changed in me, considering I have had weird sleep patterns since I was a very little girl. sleepwalking, then insomnia. very strange. I fell asleep last night before 11...that is almost unheard of for me. but, whatever! it's actually great not to be as tired during ( Read more... )

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Friday, July 25, 2008

Friday guest.

Holly is my new e-mail buddy & real life Tyler friend. We've just celebrated our one week anniversary of e-mailing consistently about weight issues, relationships, smoking cigarettes, margaritas & friends. I love her & her writing so I asked her to ( Read more... )

day by day.

being a woman sucks.

I do love summer and swimming. I have been swimming like a fiend and it's onebigfatcatharsis. I have no idea how it works, but it seems to work wonders.

I made dinner the past two night for me, ben, and monica. we bought waaay too much lettuce, so after we made southwest chicken salad the first night, we made seared ( Read more... )