you know what? fuck livejournal. i'm done. i really need not waste more time on this shit. i went through all my memories tonight. all the ups, all the downs. i saved precious few. most of them are bad, and i just depress myself reading them.

goodbye, livejournal.

i read what you had to say;
when will the dush be wiped away?

when will you sweep the thought of me
into your pile of memories?

when will all that i've given you
be brushed into a dustpan to

be carried out of your mind's door,
to be bothered with no more?

if dust is all i am to you,
was, or ever will be, too,

then your spirit is strong, i trust,
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if love drives men to do great things
for our little place,
can hatred, when it's given wings
destroy the human race?

i honestly can say that i no longer feel safe at school.

more will be added to the above verse later.

the dance was meh ( Read more... )

taken;
a hole from my heart
tattered,
torn apart,
my hatred is an art.

of the purest form,
a beginning (a start).
a prick from a befriended thorn
begins to smart
as from the whole falls a
dismembered part:
my heart,
tattered,
torn apart;

my hatred is an art.

i miss apryll.

cody, be not surprised if you are called sometime soon.

i love becky weissenberger. it's nice to have someone to whom i can look foreward on the worst of days. it's wonderful to feel so close to someone, what with my recent lack of friends ( Read more... )

this is so forced. we're not even pretending to go through the motions.

it's not as bad as it could get;
i will not give up quite yet.
maybe with time we'll easily
become the way we used to be.

maybe in time, maybe in time, maybe in time.

i caused a few problems that i couldn't see ( Read more... )

i got john john's new album, 'continuum.' it rules ( Read more... )

i don't feel like i should. i'm really down. i have not a clue what is going on in physics. i've been talking to myself a lot. i want to jump off a waterfall. which is what i'm just about to do, all in relavence, of course ( Read more... )