been a year since i have been on here! been very busy! married life has been rough but oh well...other than that things have been fine. :)

got net.
got cable.
got left hand worked on.
work is good.
health is ok.
that's all/

sorry i've been away. i couldn't remember my password and i have not net so...oh well...things are ok. but not the greatest. anyways...more updates laters.

9 days still i am mrs. myers. it is odd. i never thought that i would be getting married. so many times being hurt and almost destoried. i am glad that sam is there for me 100% even when i am so stressed out that i lash out at him. the peace that i had in okinawa will never happen again but at least i have some real strong daily support. still have ( Read more... )

well it's a new year. i am praying that it will be a good year. so far so good. i am getting married in april to a man that has been so great to me. i lost my job at zoomerz and he helped pay my bills and look for me a job. i got one at toy r us and i love it. got me a wii fit and been working on it everyday. got another wii game "fitness coach" ( Read more... )

 tired of everything. don't want to anything. all i do it work and sleep. want to go out but no energy to do it or no one to hang with. where did everyone go? am i always to be used and abused and left in the dust? i have put my heart and soul into everything that i do and it always come back to bite me in the ass. what should i do or not do? part ( Read more... )

a very quiet day this year...just hung out with family and a college friend... but it was ok. i didn't have flowers on the cake...that i was glad of.  maybe next year will be better.

i am not at taco bell anymore. i am now full time at zoomers gas station. i work the midnight to 7am shift.  everything is better. :)

one of my ex's has been trying to get a hold of me. he wants to apoplize for all that he put me through while we were dating. but how can i give him the forgiveness that he wants? yes its been 2 years but it still hurts. i still will not let anyone in my heart like before. i have been hurt deeply. i don't know what to do. i don't think he even  ( Read more... )

i got my wii!!!!!! didn't realize i was that out of shape LOL!!!!!! but it is all good.