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plaguemachine

Quick Updates.

Oct 01, 2009 05:47

I finally have closure on the ancient Ashley situation. I no longer feel haunted by the belief that I somehow hurt her. She was playing a game that I wasn't aware of any way. A conversation with someone close to the situation helped clear all of that up; so, now, I can stop feeling guilty every time I see her and having those stupid dreams where ( Read more... )

girls, the past, moneys, end of bad times, work, tj, the other, closure

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lilsparrow311 October 1 2009, 10:00:07 UTC

im glad things are going better for you. Good luck with TJs job.

plaguemachine October 1 2009, 13:03:57 UTC

Thanks, lovely!

Wow! silverannex October 1 2009, 20:00:23 UTC

Lady friend. Who is it?

Re: Wow! plaguemachine October 2 2009, 05:08:07 UTC

I've known her for a couple of years. I wasn't into her at first, but I've been talking to her a lot lately and realized -- "Wow! I really like this girl!" Long distance for now, but visitations are in order. Nothing official yet, but we are continuing to get to know each other.

desdemona47 October 1 2009, 21:05:21 UTC

I'm glad you have one less thing hanging over you like that. Closure is tha shit!

plaguemachine October 1 2009, 23:47:19 UTC

It feels nice. I was glad to be able to talk to Crystal about things unseen. Because regardless of the state of their friendship now, I don't think that any of it was really tainted by it. I just know now that I did the right thing because her mind state was much worse than I feared.

desdemona47 October 1 2009, 23:50:03 UTC

^_^ Hooray for enlightening conversations.

plaguemachine October 2 2009, 05:09:16 UTC

Yesssssssssssss!