Quick Updates.

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I finally have closure on the ancient Ashley situation.  I no longer feel haunted by the belief that I somehow hurt her.  She was playing a game that I wasn't aware of any way.  A conversation with someone close to the situation helped clear all of that up; so, now, I can stop feeling guilty every time I see her and having those stupid dreams where she hates me.  Almost two years later and the door has shut.  I'm glad for that.  This year seems to be good for that if nothing else.  I was able to gain closure on something ongoing for five years just a few months back.  It feels good to be carrying a little less baggage.

Now, if I could only do that with the one more thing that still cuts my heart open every time it crosses my mind.

I think that life will soon take a positive direction.  We were falsely excited about TJ's return to work.  We should know certainly tomorrow.  I get paid tomorrow, which will take a lot of stress off of us, I think.

I am happy to have my lady friend in my life right now.  Between her and TJ, I feel a lot more important than I have in quite a while.