I am a person who loves to be loved, and to love in return. I am a person, who is willing to go to the ends of the earth for those that I do love. I am a thoughtful person. I am an outgoing person. I am a good human being. I am Eric. I am 22, and have my entire life ahead of me. I have so many things going for me, but its so hard to see that ( Read more... )

At Gold's on the treadmill, listening to my new Crystal Method cd. Legions of boom. It was very therapeutic. But I'm still very sad.

I hate myself for caring too much. I hate myself for being soo emotionally invested in something. I hate myself for letting you do this to me. I hate myself for not realizing this 30 months ago. I hate myself for putting up with all of your bullshit. I hate myself for not realizing that you don't care long ago. I hate myself for caring too

Things are better, I can be such a drama queen at times. Had a fucking blast last night hanging out in Towson getting drunk with my friends. Crashed at Walt's house and just got home a lil while ago. Gonna go work out and wash my car with Dave G.

its quarter to 7. rents just left for dinner. not sure what im doing tonight. probably hanging out with dave g and walt and going out either downtown or in towson. been a lil depressed lately. havent talked to my girlfriend really in about a week. second week this has happened in the past month. really not sure what kind of prospects there are to ( Read more... )

Interviewed with a national health care company for a job as a financial analyst. The interview went amazingly well, and I have a really good feeling about getting this job. So everyone keep your fingers crossed, as bartending definitely pays the bills, but I've just always wanted my own cubicle. So I can fill it with pictures of Mer, and my ( Read more... )

I hate your smile ( Read more... )

Incredibly letdown. Want to vent, but can't type.

i think i can properly define hypocrisy now, as I've experienced it.

Gonna get ready in a minute to head over to Walt's house. Today was relatively uneventful. I had a meaningful discussion with my mother about my future, and everything seems to be more in perspective. I feel better at least. None of the mistakes that I have made in the past three years of my life I like to commonly refer to as my roller coaster ( Read more... )