Apr 23, 2004 18:41
its quarter to 7. rents just left for dinner. not sure what im doing tonight. probably hanging out with dave g and walt and going out either downtown or in towson. been a lil depressed lately. havent talked to my girlfriend really in about a week. second week this has happened in the past month. really not sure what kind of prospects there are to mature a long distance relationship into something meaningful with out any sort of communication. very confused about what to do. move on and get over it over a period of time, which i've tried before and hasn't worked, or stay and feel manipulated and trivial. kinda feeling like a lose/lose situation right now. anyway, im gonna shower and get ready to head out. leave me something inspiring.
e.