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wow.. i dont even know how many months its been since i decided to visit this web sight...
way too many things have happened in my life... way too many realizations have crossed my path...
i left home
me and theo broke up
i fixed relationships with old friends
i've been more depressed lately than i can ever remember being in a long, long time - if at ( Read more... ) -
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ok, so ive been nudged so apparently im updating. life is busy as all hell (the paycheck that i get today is going to be about 88 or 89 hours). it feels like im taking every opportunity possible to sleep, but yet that's never enough. im not really complaining that much though cause im gettng a lot of money and still being able to spend a good ( Read more... ) -
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ha, yeah... not quite sure. a lot of random things going through my mind. im trying to figure out how im gonna do any of this ap crap, especially with the fact that im home along and its so fucking difficult for me to do study or do hoemwrok while im by myself because there's so many other things that i could be doing because im by myself and all ( Read more... ) -
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sleep
i think the more sleep that i get, the more tired i become...
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4 in the past 24hours-ish? that's just sad...
ok.. yeah, not quite sure what i'm doing now... i agreed to watching my aunt and uncle's dogs again but this time it'll be when im outta school so that'll be a hell of a lot easier. does anyone else think that i should be doing homework as opposed to be a loser and writing in here way too much??
*raises hand* ooooooooooooooooooooooooo - me!!!
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i feel like updating again
there's not a whole lot of crap to do and i don't feel like doing any extra credit or filling out scholarship stuff for college so instead i'm gonna waste my brain on the computer. HAHA! a guy fell off the balcony - that was great! oh man.. i don't know if i ate way too much or what but i was starving one moment and then ate and now i'm like " ( Read more... ) -
my nose is cold
eh.. not a whole lot going on. just sitting around not doing what i'm supposed to be doing and really wanting some food right now. what ya gonna do tho? *shrugs* life is.. interesting. the past few weeks have been a really weird blur when i think about it right now. idk.. kinda feel like a weird spec on the edge of everything. -
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my eye is still twitching, which i'm guessing could be a bad thing, especially if i have some kind of infection. when i cough it tastes like tar and nicotine (sp?) and im sure by now i can't scuba dive for shit. i realized that i talk a lot and go on about my job or the most stupid pointless things around me just to distract myself from the whole ( Read more... ) -
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you all have no idea how incredibly fat and out of shape i feel...
did i mention pathetic as part of my recipe? ok.. well that's part of it too.
oh yeah, and motivation would be a great thing to have right now. unforunately that's not there either.. :-/