yea thats right. new livejournal name. neutral_turf.

this "new me" thing isn't working as well as I'd like it to. but I will keep trying because I still want to be a better person ( Read more... )

I don't understand anything anymore. hmm I guess I will put on my poker face and deal with it. I hate involving other people in my problems because they just make them worse ( Read more... )

hmmm I was just looking at my journal entries from a couple weeks ago. I used to be so happy all the time. I hate being upset. it affects everything I do ( Read more... )

I'm the worst person in the world ( Read more... )

Friday night would've been much more fun if I had been more into it. Alison still isn't talking to me. she wouldn't even sit next to me or stand next to me or even look at me. I tried talking to her but I suppose we are beyond that point, because apparently she told people that she doesn't want to be my friend anymore. Al, if that's how you're ( Read more... )

Breana brought the walkie talkies to school today and we ar having a blast with them ( Read more... )

hmmmm I think I need to leave Lincoln School because it kind of sucks ( Read more... )

Olivia P. and I had a nice chat this afternoon after school. we watched the volleyball game and then we played frisbee on the main lawn. and then we drove her to her apartment. it was a nice way to spend the afternoon. I could finally think about something other than my problems. I told her all about Sassyball (which is the best sport in the world ( Read more... )

maybe I should become a hermit.