DEG: Kaoru/Toshiya: January

[rheakurokawa]

Title: January
Author: rheak
Pairing: Kaoru/Toshiya (Dir en Grey)
Rating:NC-17ish for some mature situations
Summary: He steps slowly, feeling the entire weight of his body press down on the concrete and gravel, the muscles in his back aching, the cold January air hitting him in the face.
Disclaimer: The events and characters depicted in the

Comments

[irmavep777]

yeah sick_pride knows (I swear I just wanted to say Kaoru!!!:X) that I usually don't read KT..but I decided to try and besides I LOVE your writing so..here I am:)
it was so awesome!..I loved this/their world:)

[rheakurokawa]

thank you. thank you very much, for trying and for the comment :) I'm glad you liked :)

[cateris]

*added to memories*

And you already know what I feel about this ;)

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The first time they did it, the sound of their teeth clashing seemed unbearable, deafening, there was alcohol, and Toshiya’s hand between them. He got hard, then not, then still and Toshiya trembled, he can remember that clearly, his face looking away, the way his elbow shook, the way he looked at everything except his eyes. The way he pushed his pants down. The way he came into Toshiya’s mouth. The way he slumped over him and Toshiya barely moved to his side, silent, expectant maybe, how he got a silly sudden want to hold him and Toshiya held him in return, a smile pressed against his shoulder. How he jerked Toshiya off like that, the heat of his chest, the way his palms held him tight and how he muffled his moans against his shoulder, not letting go.

...you simply RUINED me with this part here...

[hybrid_ookami]

You always put me in the best moods before bed (:

[rheakurokawa]

i'm glad. very glad :) Thank you :D

[sick_pride]

You make me love January more than I do now. Back then, I was amazed by "On the lake"... and now you absolutely let the love rise.

Later Toshiya boiled some tea and they took the sheets off the furniture, the old chairs, the old sofa and the old table. He straightened a picture frame on the wall and Toshiya sneezed. He watched the dust dance in the frozen air, his jacket on and the way it mingled with his cigarette smoke.You don't know how much this picture gives me. Haha, you make me wanna go on vacation, to a lake, just to watch this certain dust. Beautiful image you use here. Beautiful. You know, some time ago I talked with a friend about fanfictions and I said: Writing is like painting. You put words here and there, you create beautiful images, you paint your stories. I only know three persons that are able to paint like that and you're one of them. Definitely

[kitamura_love]

[rheakurokawa]

Thank you very very much for the beautiful words. I'm very happy you liked this :)