so scared ( Read more... )

i want out.
out of my job.
out of my city.
i feel out of my mind and so emotional that i physically don't know what to do with myself.
trying to salvage my sanity seems like an unbearable task.
yes this is my pre-birthday/menstrual break down.

it's a strange feeling going home...
one i am done with school so this is a stepping stone if you will
next it is like going backwards
but currently i can't help but recognize the funny feeling of the overwhelming gestures to sway me to stay while back at home it is completely opposite...stoked.

Are you currently in a relationship? negative, managed to stay single for 3 and a half years... woah ( Read more... )

i did nothing wrong, at all...
but why do i feel like i have a scarlet letter burned onto my chest...
and it is starting to weigh me down.

to have the the girl who is my team leader in my in house promotions class... she is super new (soph?) and her work sucks... damn oversleeping last week.

a survey but then decided that id rather just ramble about 2010 ( Read more... )

seriously, i like him ( Read more... )

usually, its my ex known as the asshole... but today ( Read more... )

of a night. of a week.

color me unhappy as fuck.

and i am as monochromatic as ever.